It’s the same old let down every time. Why do I still feeling hopeful and actually believe this time would be different is beyond me. Everyone within seconds of meeting me immediately decided that I will be their new best friend, and start telling me all about their crushes, romance, sexual act in details. What give it away to let you believe that I would like to hear all about who touch your **** today? Seriously do I have a sign on my forehead saying “Best friend for everyone, will listen to anything you said!” Can’t any of them just show some pity interest in me for like a day or two first before they put me into the Friends Zone? Is it too much to ask for??

I wish I am so jaded that I would never feel hopeful in this matter again, at least I won’t be disappointed. Unfortunately, I know sooner or later I will get stupid and hope for the best again. I’ll fall in the same old trap again and never learn it’s just all a big disappointment.

I told you I rather stay in my fantasy world.

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