The night before going out with someone new is always most exciting. Imagination runs wild, the possibilities, the hope, it all make you feel intoxicated. Of course it’s never good to let your expectation to run so high that the actual event will always become kind of a letdown, but after so many times, I could separate my fantasy from my expectation. I’ll let my mind wander, think about what it could be, fantasize the possibilities. It makes me happy. I know it’s not real, and what ever I thought of never ever happen in real life. I know that, so I won’t have high expectation at the actual thing. But still, you know what? every time the real deal, they all kind of let me down, and all the happy thought of meeting someone new got suck away immediately, so at least this way I would have the night before, happy in my fantasy world. I know it’s totally an escapist’ approach to life, but hey whatever it works. Why do you think my favorite characters are Ally and J.D.?

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