After listening to a selection of singles who can’t find love canton pop ballads for like a whole day straight, overexposed myself with way too much sad songs that drag my feeling to the bottom of the lake, finally at exactly 6:57pm, I felt better~ not like “happy” better, but more like “I accepted what happened and gonna go on for there” better~ Sometimes that’s the only way I know how to help myself to feel better, to make it feeling even worst before it gets better. I don’t think I am the only one who does that….I know Ally McBeal did that, she keep on listening to Boz Scaggs; and even Grace from Will&Grace did it too. In one of the early seasons of the show, she got dumped by Woody Harrelson, and the only way she know how to deal with the sadness was to go through her slide show, pointing out every thing that go wrong in her past, cry herself out and after that, the next day, she got better.

So yeah, I feel better, even though I dunno what’s next~

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