People keep asking me what I want for my birthday, I told them nothing, because the things I want no one can get it for me. You know what I really want? I want A3 and me to become something and I also want the new 24″ iMac; What I want isn’t something that can be logically analysed, weigh all the pros and cons and said hmm, that’s not something you should want, you should want something else instead. What I desire might not be what I need, i know that! It might not be even good for me, but is nevertheless something that I want. I can’t change what I want, if I change it then it’s not an honest answer, and what I told u wouldn’t be what I really want!

Is there anything else I want that people can actually get for me then? I can’t think of anything, all the stuff I think of are big ideas, like I want to be closer with my friends, I felt like lately I am not as close to my friends as b4, there are friends that I used to hang out at their place every week or friends that I talked to on the phone every week, and I realize we don’t do that anymore, and that upset me, so I want to be closer to my friends again; I want my brother to grow up and act his age; I want to be able to have another degree; I want to have money to buy an apartment in Williamsburg; see? big ideas but not gift ideas. People just have to think of their own gift ideas. I always think about what I should get for people’s birthday without actually asking them what they want, it’s time others do the same~

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