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Fresh from my positive thoughts in the afternoon, and some ego-boost at work, I headed to the social meeting without any expectation. Just try to be self-confident and socialize with people. When I get there I immediately talked to the girls I know there and didn’t realize someone was stand behind us. It’s my new awesome friend!!! He said he was there hoping to see me~ that obviously make me happy! I really didn’t expect to see him, and he actually wasn’t even on my mind ever …
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As I was eating the fried chicken udon during lunch, I suddenly felt a moment of peace. Not sure if it’s the udon or the soup or any secret ingredient, but I felt calm after a day and a half of thinking explosively with my head. My new “friend” won’t be the first and most likely not the last of guys that I have strong feelings with. I can be more relax about matters with him because there will be a next person if things don’t work out with …
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As I was thinking of all kind of things yesterday, I started thinking about all the famous eras in time, and how they match up with the guys in my life.Now there is the Jurassic period, there is B.C., there is A.D. Now Jurassic is beyond ancient, it’s so pre-historical that it doesn’t affect nowaday much and everything dangerous from that era become something fun, like how humans love the dinosaurs! and the fact that Jurassic period break into a few sub-periods, all together is the perfect analogy of …
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I had a conference in Columbia University today, so naturally I have to be there in Columbia University! I haven’t been in that campus for a long time. In between now and the last time I was there, Columbia U somehow become associated with B in my head because he got his degree there. As like anything else that got associated with him in my mind, just mentioning it would remind me of the painful memories. But today, besides attending the conference, I was there to …
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It’s rainning like hell in NY today since the afternoon, it certainly cut my plans with him short, but despite that, we still managed to have a great time.Sometimes when you plan out a date, you envision which part of it will be the highlight, the main event, the most enjoyable part of the evening. But of course it rarely go according to the plan! This time is no exception, but the unexpected is actually good. My original plan was to take him to dinner, then walk around …
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I am feeling every bit of emotion today. I am excited about going out with him tomorrow; I am worried about if he will like what I planned (he has no idea where I will bring him), well, truth be told I am nervous about anything with him in general; I am annoyed I missed James Blunt’s free concert yesterday; I am frustrated at the amount of work at work; I am curious about going to my parents new apt tonight for the first time since they move in …
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This is like what? the third time within the last 12 months that James Blunt has a concert here in NYC, and every single time I find out about the concerts at the absolute last minute so that I have no way to get the tickets. This time is exactly the same except that the show is FREE!! don’t need a ticket!!! the show opens at 7pm and I managed to find out about the concert at 7:30pm!! Is the universe telling me I can’t see his concert no …
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As I was thinking of all kind of unique and rare events to do in the city with him. I suddenly felt really scare. I guess because I realize I am in much more danger than ever before with him! Before this week, he’s seeing someone, so no matter how crazy I am, I still have that mental note on me that I won’t get my hopes up. But now, it’s a whole new ball game. If I can’t get it work, I can no longer say …
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I had a great time with him. When I ask what he was doing over the weekend, he told me he’s no longer seeing that someone. I was surprised, I thought things were going well. He seems okay, but breaking up is never a good feeling. So the entire time I was with him, I tried to cheer him up, show him interesting places so that he can have a great time and not think about it. We didn’t get the tickets to the showtime …
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After watching X-Men 3 with my roommate and his friends, we went to a club. I was in no mood to dance though. I dunno, I just didn’t feel like it. As I was sitting on the side drinking my Appletini (o wait, that’s actually a midori Sour) and watching people dancing, I zoned out and having my JD moment. Why did I always want to be the odd man out, when everyone was dancing I had to just sit on the side and refuse to …
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